Breakaway.....

Hello guys....Has there been a single moment in your life where you are looking through the window and you suddenly look at the humongous blue sky above....You suddenly feel that, thats where you want to go...You want to fly...But then one feeling drowns you....What is that feeling?? If you have ever been through this situation you know it...And yes, it is the feeling of fear....Fear of loosing all your loved ones if you fly....You have this feeling that if you would fly and reach a level from where you will not come back and you just drop the thought of flying...You bang the window and just walk down to your living room...you go and hug your mom or dad or your spouse....Just close your eyes and wish that the thought never comes back to you....
Have you ever thought why at first such a thought struck you? Why do you want to fly?? Is there something that is missing in your life??? Why did you drop that thought??? why that fear???? Why were you so scared to close your eyes and hug your loved ones???

I know too many why's.....But think about it guys...what is it that has always bothered you before taking a decision??? Just think for yourself...Why dont you want to breakaway???
I dont want to say anything on why and why but just want to say do think for yourself and you will get the answers to why...May be it will be simpler for you to live life your way and BREAKAWAY....


P.S: Dont just live life for the heck of it....Live upto your dreams....Be the one to think for yourself....
Have a great time guys.....

A Long Journey.......

Hey Guys.....Today i am writing about a guy and expressing my feelings which I could never express.....There was this guy who use to stay in my building...we barely knew each oder den.....we use to travel together but still nvr exchanged words wid each oder......But as everbdy say its destiny who has to reveal the unexpected, so hpnd wid us as well......

I came in contact wid him sun and always had this curiosity to know him more and more....It is correctly said that you should not be hasty in making any judgments.....I totally agree to this saying....This guy seemed to be a vry happy go lucky guy, a guy who was a movie buff, who cld just cum and walk off from ones life wen he wishes to, but all this was so wrong....i started knowing him better and better as we bcam gud frnds.....

Now i wld like to share what the guy is actually.....He is a guy who walks into my life, then stays as an ever lasting impression in my heart.....He is a guy who is so matured that he can handle this gal wid so ease.....He is a guy who is very sensible....He is a guy who i feel is very sensitive from within....Wen he hugs it feels heaven...When he takes my hand in his I wish he just holds it forever....When he holds my face i feel lik watching his cute face till the world ends...

He is so perfect that its worth calling him a Mr. Perfectionist.....Wow!!!! it feels like heaven wen i feel i have him in my life....

Today i wannu express something that i have nvr done till date so hold on and keep your eyes glued: My life was never so complete, My life was never so beautiful, My life was never so colourful, My life was never so worth living, but now My life is so complete, My life is so beautiful, My life is so colourful, My life is worth living.....And the reason for this life is this guy.....

He is guy, a guy so worth worshiping, a guy so worth loving, a guy so worth worth caring....

I wannu tell you all that this guy is jus so amazing that he is sombdy vry sweet......For me he is actually Indias Most desirable guy......and I feel very lucky to have him.....Somewhere very obliged and very special......

Bye for now guys....I feel like writing a lot on this guy but will come back soon to tell something more on him.....Luvvvvvvvvvvv and lots of Luvvvvv!!!!!!!

A Tough Race inspite of a Predetermined Winner....

Hey guys when you enter into a race you always fight to win, isnt it?? Certainly yes.....But today is a day i encountered one such race where the two fighting for winning already knew who the winner is going to be....Yet the fight....yet the fight without even a single hope that in the loosers mind coz it knows it will not win.....

Okey enough of beating around the bush.....

I am leaving in a months time and I am flying....I am flying to live my dreams.....Jus to achieve all what i dreamt i would have...to get what i desire.....The winner I was talking about are my dreams...an undoubted winner......But the second side of the coin or the other fighter in the race i am talking about are my emotions......Its a baggg full of emotions that I am leaving behind....Leaving behind here.....They know they have already lost and have no chances of winning but still they are fighting....

They are fighting in a way that they make me have mixed emotions.....Its the mixed feeling of living my dreams but at the same time leaving behind so many relation and things which i have possessed since so many years.....Though i have no obsessions for anything but still a pick hits me and the air, the air of flying and living my dreams blow out.....Yes i agree that the emotional attachment is of no question but the emotions still alive have to be burried sumwhere for the time being.....

But what I am excited is about the winner.....I am excited to live my dreams and i have no problems leaving behind the emotions.......Just wannu be practical at this point and leave having the mixed emotion saga......

P.S: Life just comes once and having dreams is a big thing....As a cherry on the top if you have dreams coming true its being amongst the fortunate ones....such coins only fall in the bag of lucky blokes....So guys if you are one such lucky bloke leave behind other things and live up your dream........

Confusion Confusion.......

The last week was jus so uhhhhhh....so much mixed emotions dat i jus cldnt handle it....but 5nlly the week is ovr.....n m out of all these things, thank god!!!!! my ambivalent state of mind was pissing me off......phew......dats d nly thing that was cuming to my mind.....y is der des stupid moh and maya and attachment and expectation and wat not....y cant i jus cum out of all these feelings, but aftr all m jus an average gal with nthn going my way ofcourse.....so here are all des emotions in my mind and heart.....
Ok now too much of my explanation abt my feelings, lets get to the topic why des emotions and m i writing this blog suddenly.......so here i am, the week started wid my toefl xam and went well that day, met an interesting guy, an annoying one too but its btr talk abt the interesting one ofcourse....so he was nice, the first sight made me realize he was quite weird nd though he was....sum guy wid sum different profession aftr a long time....so it was nice talking to him....it was quite unfortunate 4 him dat day coz he cldnt give xam....but fate, we cant rule ovr it so lets walk by the road which is already made for us...my xam strtd nd he was off...the story finishes....and then came one of my fav days.....my bday....strtd nicely went smoothly but there was real fun to cum my way....so i was wid my sweethearts that evening....we strtd in avis car.....reached the jam packed area and to our entertainment the car stopped...yeah it was out of order.....we came out of the car and there we were in our prettiest dress on the highway pushing the car.....all me, avi, and monal were dam pissed....but for our amazemnt the car strtd so we were happy...we reached the destination and it was an surprise 4 me as usual.....guys i jus luvvvv uuuu to make me feel spl evrytim....and then adding to the fun our car stopped again......but truely it was damn embaracing....jus so much dat avi was irritated to the core.....now annexure to it sumthn really special hapnd, met a frend whom i nvr expected to be der...but he was der....thnx dude for being der....and i felt sumthn i nvr felt abt him...plz now don strt thinking that i lik him or sumthn of that sort...its just a normal friend feeling ok....i knew he was a gud frnd but i din knw dat he was so spl to me......ya ya nd now i knw he is....so nythn 4 u boss 4m nw nd nytime.....dis was at i felt abt him....the confusion was not me but it was he and my other jaans.....he was so novice a person to my grp dat it was difficult for them to digest such a personality....d sam hpnd wid him....and den begun all the confusion....he felt bad dey were irritated....and inturn he was super irritated....so out of all this confusion i dint knw wat xactly to do....but den things got sorted out bye themselves.....i was relieved......and den my mind tuk ovr it i was confused y did i get attached to him....and ovr this confusion i 5nly found a way out .....
Guys dis is actually the reason y i m ritin the blog.....just to tell u all there reading that, the whole jaddddd "the root cause" is attachment and dis then stupidly leads to expectations.... i was irritated of me coz i knw dat the guy whom i gt attached to wil not fulfill all my expectations....nd dats the reason y i got confused.....i got low....and eventually stinged avis and monals head to sort out this but guys am all of it and ul don need to worry....
So please all u der restrict ur attachments and please for gods sake dont keep any xpectations its gonu hurt u.....so prevent urself being hurt....and live like u r all by urself...u need nobdy to be happy and nobdy is free to fulfil ur expectations so btr not keep them.......
P.S: thats for the frnd whom i got attached to:
Dude don worry i hav no expectations from u......but still u r important.....

ENCLOSURE

N guys u wld thnk y enclosures......rit.....hmmm.....m nt writting abt any legal or official thngs....enclosures are the attachments v do along wid any forms or legal documents......but agn m nt talkn abt ny of dem.....
I am talking abt the attachments dat v have in our daily life....wid ppl, wid things, and various others........
Wats ur opinion about attachments?????
Well let me guess.....if its a gal who is reading this blog den she wld say its amazing to be attached to sumbdy....rit gals.....and as my luvly ladies wld also say v r attached to so mny oder thngs in life eg. i wld say i am attached to the bed i sleep on..my phone.....nd wat not.....the list is nvr ending.....goes on nd on nd on till u get tired......
And on the other hands r my luvly counterparts who wld say "attachment" huh.......huh.....no1 i cannot be attached to nybdy....its such a big weakness....nd bla bla.......u get irritated.....nd dey nvr stop criticizing u on hw attached u r........but ya dey wil be attached to deir stupid cricket bats, deir football,deir basketball and hw can u 4get the biggest of al deir laptop.......pich.........des guys i telll u.....actually hav no words to describe the wonderful ceatures.......guys......
Nd wats ur take on this are the gals rit or the guys?????
if u ask me i wldnt agree to ny......nt dat m agnst ny species.......but its dat my mind runs in a way different direction.......I wld say "BE PRACTICAL"........dint get....wait let me explain......if you r nt attached to nybdy or nythn don u thnk u wil jus a heartless person.......but dont get attched to sumbdy so much dat u jus cant live widout it......"lif s perishable"........nothin lasts 4eva.........and u cant die bhind ny1................so accept the change.........life has to go on.......
Enclosures are important to complete ur life........bt if an enclosure is nt der ur form is nt accepted........rit......same way a relation cant go on widout attachment.......but any thing in too much is harmful........
P.S: rit enclosures in rit place, rit sequence,rit amnt is vry imortant........

cats or bitches

i just read abt the cats in one of my friends blogs......it says dat cats have a clear mindset....for them RED IS RED and LUV IS LUV......my mind in its spreeee.......ya spreee went directly to bitches another of the almighty's creation.......two animals with 4 legs yet so diff....infact opposite.....bitches on a whole wil never allow us to knw wat is in deir mind....no clear mindset either for themselves.......
Now,guys u might be wondering y a discussion abt animals in my first blog itself......but ofcourse i have sumthing going on in my mind and heart.......
I have comparred hese two creatures to girls.........
i knw two kinda gals:
1.lik cats
2.other lik the bitches.....in terms according to me HYPOCRITES......
And there are also gals who behave in double manner both like he cats and bitches.....nw in real terms they are HYPOCRITES.....
I really donno wat ppl get by bhaving hypocrites....i bliv gals shld bhav as either of dem;-)...lol......but rather bhav as cats....be clear in ur thts....
P.S: don bhav hypocrites......